July has been insane, INSANE. I think I’ve done more in these past two weeks than I have done in the past two months. You’ll see more photos in the days to come, but for now, I wanted to Say “Hello” and share a few snap shots of my hectic life.
I went camping! The husband talked me
into camping… I don’t think I have really camped since I was a kid. It was
gorgeous, a cliff overlooking the ocean. The days were warm and the evenings chilly.
I snuggled up to my husband, and we slept like babies.
My daughter packed this little suit
case with what she deemed to be most important: stuffed animals, 5 pairs of her
favorite shoes, and her favorite summer dress. I squeezed what she really needed
to be safe and comfy in my travel bag.
I had dinner with friends. I am an
extroverted, introvert. I can be the life of the party any and every day, but
it takes a good deal out of me. I love my friends and my family but the
overwhelming need to be alone with a good book or my thoughts is something I
have to work to keep at a respectable minimum.
I read some great books. From a biography
to science-fiction, I sat and I read. Reading makes me feel more alive, more whole!
I took selfies, of course! I have
these moments when I really love the skin I am in and these polar opposite
moments where I wish my subconscious could be transferred to another/better
petri dish grown version of myself with a lower body fat percentage. The
struggle is still real with body image.
I kissed my children daily. I try to stay very
aware of world events. I choose not to overt my eyes and shy away from the often times harsh realities of others, and when I read stories of people suffering, I think: "what if they were my babies". I wish I could embrace all the motherless children, the ones who
feel unloved, the ones who are neglected. I wish I could hold them and tell them that they are loved. That even though I won’t be able to protect them from all the ugly the
world has to offer, in this moment they are safe and they are loved. I can’t do
that for every child, but I can do that for my child. So I held them and I
loved them.
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